today was a very2 plain day just like a plain water. no taste. no colour. nothing. i did nothing these 24 hours. hanya makan, tidur, tengok tv, mengadap lappy, text him and sleep again. haha. kosong dan sangat tak berguna.
well, at 5.30 pm i went to meet my another half. ouh, god. i miss him. we spent a little bit time together. we talked so much. dia cakap aku nampak gemuk dan tembam. ini bukan kali pertama. okay. since i met him last thursday, he keep complaining about my weight. aduyai. kena diet lah kalau macam ni. i don't wanna lose him. i wanna look pretty. especially in front of him. urgh. it tense me up. :(
so, nothing much to write. aku nak kena mula diet esok. i have to and i really need to. i want 55 kg back. i want a body curve. i don't want to be a fat person. it make me feels ugly plus not confident. i can do it, baby. i'll show you. i'll prove to you.
good night, lovers.
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