Friday, July 23, 2010

I'm Messed Up

you can see i'm smiling
you can see i'm laughing
you can see i'm living in a perfect way
but inside out i'm dying
i'm trying to satisfied every single body

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Skinny Versus Fatty

oyeahh.
tadi klik 1 link dekat facebook.
'calculate your ideal weight'
with my 161 cm tall, i should have only 54.9 kg weight.
and..and..and.. :/
my weight now is just about reaching 70 kg.
guess how much i need to reduce all those fats inside my body?
15.1 kilograms!!!!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Mood. Mood. Mood.

MOOD
silalah datang untuk ber'blogging' kembali.
datang lah cepat.
banyak benda nak bagitau.
tapi tiada mood.
haihs. haihs. haihs. :(

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Hello, UKM

currently at UKM
new room but still the same roommate.
nothing much is changing here.

hoping for the best for this semester.
new result. new look. new me.
yes, i can do this.

class at 8 a.m
need to wake up very early tomorrow morning.
my schedule are quite hectic.
be active, ruzanna.

i'm missing something here.
ohh. it's my family and him. :(

Thursday, July 8, 2010

UKM, Here I Come!

i'm currently busy packing my stuff.
the whole day. i really mean the WHOLE day.
tired. i've got no mood updating the blog.
see ya!
oh..abg zul balik rumah.
bising memanjang. :P

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Budak-Budak Zaman Sekarang

oh yay! hello bloggers. :)

hari ni keluar lunch dgn lovey dovey. hehe. masa tengah cari2 kedai makan, tiba2 datang budak sekolah. ramai gila! tengok jam. baru pukul 12.30pm. perasaan jadi pelik. pandang lovey dovey. dia pandang balik. dia pun rasa pelik. haha. we were like "takkan budak sekolah dah balik? awal lagi ni". ohh, i get it. it's for sure they skipped their school. haih. budak2 zaman sekarang. :))

dulu, aku kaki ponteng jugak. serious tak tipu.

primary school : aku budak baik. tak pernah ponteng sekolah. dari darjah 1 sampai darjah 6. attendance aku full . ada la sekali dua aku tak pergi sekolah. tapi bukan ponteng, okay. hebat kan. haha. nak tau rahsia? mama aku cikgu sekolah tu lah. mana berani nak ponteng. :P

secondary school : ouh. aku selalu sangat ponteng sekolah. kadang2 ponteng kelas tambahan. kalau tak ponteng pun, mesti skipped kelas. salah satu faktornya ialah period pain and the other factors are laziness. damn! akibatnya, nama aku pernah ada dalam list orang yang akan dibuang sekolah. see..how wild i am. :)

matriculation : saya seorang kaki ponteng kelas. selalu sangat ponteng. kalau kuliah petang tu, tak payah cari aku dalam dewan kuliah. semestinya aku tidur dalam bilik. kadang2 ponteng 1 hari pun pernah. haha. eh..bukan kadang2 tapi selalu lah. and and and my study week will be 2 weeks. tak sama macam orang lain. see..how special i am. :D

university : my first semester were damn horrible. sikap ponteng memonteng masih tebal dalam sudut sanubari aku. cewah! i'm nearly blacklisted by the lecturer because i only attend just 1 class for the whole semester. luckily the lecturer was supercool. hee. finally, he let me to take the exam with no repeating. however, the result was also DAMN horrible. haha. the second semester was pretty good. i can manage the laziness by not skipping the classes anymore. keep it up, ruzanna.

haih. bila bukak cerita pasal ni. rindu zaman sekolah. zaman 'heaven'. :) *hugs and kisses. mmuacks.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Damn! Damn! Damn!

mood : muka gatai (garu2 muka)

ehh..kenapa muka orang lain semua licin, cantik berseri ah? kenapa muka aku penuh jerawat, bergerutu sana sini ah? haish. kalau lah aku ni anak jutawan, dah lama aku cuba new york skin care tu. aku taknak muka yang putih melepak tapi tangan macam bontot kuali. jauh panggang dari api. haha. aku hanya nak kulit muka yang licin tanpa jerawat dan cela. :) biar tak putih pun takpa. dah macam2 produk aku cuba. the result, still macam haram. haha. and the latest one, aku jumpa dermatologist (pakar kulit muka). it's been nearly a month i've been using his product. hasilnya agak mengagumkan. cuma kulit masih tak licin berseri macam yang aku nak lagi. tapi ada satu benda yang paling tak best. muka aku gatai sikit bila letak ubat dia. haha. nak buat macam mana kan. nak cantik punya pasal. we'll see 2 or 3 months later. hopefully it's getting better.

*hugs and kisses.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I Have Allah SWT

blogwalking kejap tadi. tengok2 blog orang. cantik! tak macam aku. aku sangat lousy dalam mengedit blog. tak reti lansung. tapi biarlah. janji ada isi. :) tiba2 aku nampak satu quote kat blog orang tu. aku tak kenal siapa. aku main redah ja tengok blog dia. haha. aku bukan stalker okay!

"Everything happens for a reason. When things happen, maybe it is one of HIS way to keep us on track, before it is too late to even regret things"

cool kan. aku taktau dia ambil kat mana atau mungkin dia yang reka sendiri. tak kisah lah kan. yang penting aku suka. bila2 kalau rasa down, boleh ingat quote ni. :)

Perjanjian Kita

post kali ini adalah mengenai hari ini. ada apa dengan hari ini? hari ini adalah apa yang berlaku pada hari ini. bukannya semalam atau esok. okey, merapu. takda kena mengena pun. haha.

tadi lunch dengan my another half. we had our lunch at uncle john kopitiam. makanan dia sedap especially roti dia. tak cukup satu pinggan. nak tambah2 ja rasanya. haha. yeah, we talked a lot. sampai ber'paip bomba' jadinya. :D

damn! gelak punya gelak. cakap punya cakap. maka, tercipta satu perjanjian yang bakal mengubah hidup aku. cewah! eh, bukan satu tapi dua. syok jugak sebab nanti dapat hadiah. he said he's going to give me a really BIG present. just wait and see. :)

the first one is i need to raise up my result above three pointers. i said i can't. but he said i can. so, macam mana tu? boleh ka aku buat? insyaallah boleh. amin. and the second one is i have to get 55kg before we go to Genting Highland. haa..ini lagi satu. boleh ka aku buat? boleh. pasti boleh. yakin with god's willing. :)

ohh..gosh. i'm dead. tapi takpa. takpa. takpa. i'll take it in a positive way and i trust myself that i can do it. thanks, sayang. i tau you saja buat macam ni sebab nak naikkan semangat i. :)

till then. nighty night. duh-daa.


ps : awat malaysia ni panas taktau.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Bila Dah Bosan

The phone rings. What is your ring tone?
The Flood by Escape The Fade.

Did you go anywhere yesterday?
Lunch with my another half at Uncle John Kopitiam.

Who was the last person you shared beds with?
Last 2 months with Reen, my coursemate.

Favorite drinks?
Starbucks' Caramel Frappucino. Yummy!

Does the person that you like know that you like them?
Most of them.

Last time you talked to your mom?
Just now. By the way, i'm sitting next to her. :)

Where are you right now?
In my cosy lovely bedroom.

If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed. Would you?
For sure auntie would kiss you thousands times baby Haziq. :)

Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
Knife. I love chopping. Haha.

Favorite pie?
Chicken pie but sometimes it can be apple pie from McD.

How is your hair?
Long and messy. Roar! :P

Where's the last place you walked to?
To the kitchen from my bedroom to grab some food. :D

Last time you had a sleepover?
4 months ago at Suziana's house. I spent 3 days there and it was damn awesome.

What are you doing?
LOL! i'm finishing this tag la weyh. :P

Have you been in a car accident?
Twice. The first one, i hit the lorry and the second one, i drove the car without noticing it's running out of water. So, the car broke down. How tragic isn't it?

What is the last thing you said out loud?
I love you, sengal!

Who's the first person on your missed calls list?
My another half, Annur. :)

What did the last text message you recieve say?
Bunny! from my another half. :)

Last time you went to beach?
Last 2 years. Haha. I went to Langkawi with my another half.

What's bothering you right now?
My critical weight. Heee. :P

DESCRIBE YOUR :
Wallet ?
Empty. Eh wait, ada 20 cent inside. :D


Life?
Happy to the maximum. Seriously.

Doing this weekend to come?
Last date with my another half before i'm going back to UKM.

Wearing?
Hot pants with baby T.

Wanting?
Lose some weight quickly.

Listening to?
Greydon Chance singings Papparazi. He's damn good with piano.

What do you smell like?
Anything is good to smell.

Do you sleep sideways, facing up or down?
Facing down. Cool kan!

Do you like seafood?
Naah. I'm alergic with it.

Do you play soccer?
Gila kau! Dengan berat aku macam ni kau nak suruh aku main bola. Hahah.

Can you consider yourself a study freak?
Yeah. Urm...maybe when it comes to exam. :S

Do you speak another language other than English?
Bahasa Melayu.

What did you do last night?
Watched One Piece the series. Oh, gosh. I'm addicted.

What do you hate?
Rubber band. Haha. Bodoh!

Orange or apple juice?
Apple juice, please.

Who were the last people you went out to lunch with?
My family. :)

Last thing you ate?
Bubur Kacang Hitam.

One Piece Rocks

ONE PIECE
currently busy watching this anime series.
sumpah, best!