after a week, hari ni tiba-tiba rasa nak stalk. sebelum ni memang tak pernah rasa nak stalk. either to open his profile or to take a look at his pictures. and wow! here are what i got. great, my boy!
tiap kali lepas solat, aku selalu doakan untuk dia dan untuk kami berdua. tak pernah aku lupa. nama dia tak pernah lekang di bibir aku sewaktu berdoa. tiap malam aku buat solat hajat untuk tetapkan hatinya untuk aku.
selama ni, doa aku untuk dia ternyata sia-sia. doa aku untuk kami berdua ternyata buang masa. he has another girl and i'm dying myself for him, here. but he doesn't really care. he doesn't even know it at all.
pheww! (take a really deep breath and release. do it again and again until i calm down). he's doing really fine without me and yet he has found someone else. then, i should give up on him. seriously i need to move on like he did.
i need back my dignity. please, i'm begging you.
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