Spread The Love

there is someone who never give up on me.

Faizal Azman

thanks, love.

Future

i'm looking forward spending my whole life with you.

An Nur Asraf Bin Che Saad

Dear love,

i know you are reading this. it's been 4/5 years back until now i've been loving you. every day, every hour, every minute and every second my love for you never fade away.

you knew how great my love for you. you knew how crazy i am for you. you are the only man who gives my heart some excitement and thrills. when i'm with you, i feel like i'm out of control! you thought me how to handle life seriously, you thought me how to solve problems and to face it without any fear. i feel safe and comfort when you are with me.

you wanna know one thing? when you say you love me and i admit that i've fallen for you, i know i wouldn't shed any tears from now on. i love you and that's what i want you to bear in your mind, and it's for keeps.

well, us is a past. one day you will look back and think. damn! this girl really did love me.

Sincerely, Ruzanna.

Adik Ummi

hai kawan-kawan semua. post kali ni adalah mengenai adik saya Ummi Salwa Johan. (betui dak eja nama adik macam ni) ahha. mengapa saya nak bercerita pasal dia? ini kerana, blog ini adalah blog saya. jadi, suka hati saya lah. haha. eh tak. ini kerana, dia juga ada cerita pasal saya di blog dia. tapi entry saya lagi panjang dan lagi banyak gambar. kan ummi kan. :P

first meeting. :)

second meeting at my house :D

third meeting :*

comel kan adik saya. (baik angguk) saya sayang dia dan saya sangat rindu dia okay. :) sekian, terima kasih. :)

First Vacation

tadi godek-godek hard disc. buka folder gambar. klik sana. klik sini. nampak gambar2 ni. senyum sampai ke telinga. tiba-tiba teringat memori lebih kurang 2 tahun lepas. aku ingat lagi. hati berdebar2. seriously, tak tipu. masa ni malu2 lagi. nak kentut pun control lagi. haha. sekarang? duduk sebatu pun dah boleh dengar. *blushing.

island hopping

officially taken by him.

at langkawi cable car

yes. we are so in love.

langkawi in memory.


NEXT VACATION : GENTING HIGHLAND.

Love Letter

someone posted this to his wall.

okay. he's going to meet this girl another 21 days.
i bet it's just him and her.
*bodoh!

yes! i tak kisah you nak kawan dengan mana2 perempuan pun. but please take care of my tiny little heart. i jealous, i marah and i sakit hati. i wish i could terminate her in your life forever. but that's impossible because i know you will choose her than me. you kan sanggup hilang girlfriend dari hilang kawan. bravo, sayang. now, i don't have any feeling to pick up your calls or reply your message. sorry but my heart can't accept that you have HER as your best friend. i would much prefer HIM. can you differentiate between HER and HIM, sayang? haih.

susah kan i ni. tapi i jadi macam ni bersebab. bukan i saja2 nak jadi macam ni. i pun tak larat nak gaduh dengan you. i hanya nak berhati-hati. i've been through too many heart breaking before and i don't want it happen twice or more. i jaga dengan siapa i kawan terutamanya lelaki. tapi i tak sangka you take it way too easy. and you anggap she's just your friend, there's nothing between you and her and bla bla bla bla. you tak boleh fikir kalau you keluar dengan dia apa pulak yang i akan fikir. i thought you know me well.

yeap! she's gorgeous. i dah tengok gambar2 dia. she's got style. yelah. student overseas kan. tak macam i. panda gemuk hodoh macam babi. perangai macam setan. bodoh pulak tu. setakat study UKM saja kan. you wont attract so much. no wonder you boleh jadi rapat sangat dengan dia. thanks, sayang. i menangis kat sini you wont bother too much is it? yang you kisahkan ialah "another 21 days nak jumpa dia kan". shit!

Guys Are Assholes

i do agree with that. :)

Saya Sayangkan Awak

(fakta ini copy paste dari blog are-da)

Ich liebe dich = i love you
Estroy enamorado de ti = saya mencintai kamu
Carino = sayangku
Amor = cintaku
Querida = sayang
Te quiero mucho = saya sangat cintakan kamu
Usted es tan hermoso = Awak sangat cantik
Ik houd van u = i love you
Ik houd zo veel van u = i love u very much
Ik kan zonder u leven nit, liefde = i can't live without you, love

Cupcakes For Him

(ini adalah gambar hiasan semata-mata)

surprise. surprise. surprise. :D these cute little cakes have attracted me so much these few weeks. they are extremely cute, uh? well, i'm thinking of cupcakes for my another half birthday surprise this coming june. i can't afford another prank party like i did last year since i'm totally broke. i really mean it, okay. :D i only have just a few cent in my pocket. pity me, right? hahahaha. :P

back to the topic, please. i ordered them at kek sayang, alor star this evening. not much. only 12 pieces. it's enough to wish him "sweet 21, annur". the theme i choose for them are "the colorful rainbow". haha. i'm so excited thinking about this plan. i hope he will like them so much.

hey, you. yes, you. i love you so much, you know. <3

Love Letter

lokasi gambar tersebut adalah di alamanda, putrajaya. thanks for coming, sayang. :) tapi itu dulu punya cerita. haha. cerita sekarang adalah aku keseorangan di sini. my another half still at dungun sitting for his final exam. damn! another 10 days, baby. lambatnya. :( huu. i miss him too much. cepat lah balik, sayang. janji nak pergi jalan2, tgk wayang and shopping. tak sabar dah ni. :)

Kejutan Istimewa

aku penat! kelas pack macam tin sardin. balik kelas TITAS dalam pukul 7 and straightly heading to cafe. lapar weh. :P suddenly, mama texted me.

mama : ana, dah makan ka?
me : nope. diet. hehe. awat ma?
mama : saja la. awat tak pi makan lagi? jangan diet2.
me : hehe. takda duit. nak simpan duit sampai sabtu ni.
mama : makan saja lah. nanti tak cukup duit mama bank in kan. :)
me : amboi. mama baik hari ni. ada apa2 ka?
mama : kalau nak pi makan tunggu sat. mama nak call dulu.
me : aahh. okay. waiting. :D

okay. tak jadi makan. aku terus naik bilik and texted with my another half while waiting for mama's call. after 10 minutes, mama called.

me : hello?
mama : hello. ana dah makan ka?
me : nope. tunggu mama call lah ni. hehe. kan ana cakap ana diet.
mama : tak payah la diet2. nak makan turun lah cepat.
me : huh?
mama : cepat lah. mama ada dekat bawah ni dengan ayah.

i was like, OMG!!! haha. it's all ayah's idea. kononnya kejutan lah kan. well, it was. aku sangat2 terkejut. thanks, my forever love. :)

Counting The Days

three days more to go
mama, ayah, and my another half
wait for me, yeah
i'll be coming home soon

lots of love, ruzanna
*mmuacks.

Selamat Tahun Baru

sayang, selamat tahun baru. semoga hubungan kita berkekalan hingga ke nafas yang terakhir. saya cintakan awak. saya sayangkan awak. percayalah, hanya awak di hati saya. semoga cinta awak terhadap saya tetap utuh di setiap sudut hati awak. pelbagai cabaran dan masalah kita lalui bersama. tak mungkin saya dapat lakukan itu semua tanpa awak di sisi saya. terima kasih, sayang. terima kasih untuk semuanya. saya ingin memohon ampun dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki kerana sepanjang perkenalan kita banyak salah faham dan pergaduhan telah berlaku. semoga tahun baru ini dapat memberi nafas baru dalam hubungan kita. saya sentiasa memohon pada allah supaya melindungi awk kerana tanpa awak, saya lemah. tanpa awk juga, saya kosong. semangat awak, cinta awak dan kasih sayang awak yang saya perlukan untuk hidup berjaya selain keluarga saya. happy new year, sayang.

with love, ruzanna.

Doa Dari Kekasih Buat Kekasih

ya allah. aku memohon padamu. tenangkan hati aku, tabahkan hati aku, dan positifkan minda aku supaya aku dapat melalui liku-liku kehidupan dengan penuh sempurna. aku juga memohon pada mu, ya allah. panjangkan hubungan aku dengan AN NUR ASRAF BIN CHE SAAD sehingga nafasku yang terakhir. izinkan kami bahagia seperti pasangan yang lain. restuilah hubungan kami, ya allah. kau permudahkan jalan hidup kami agar kami dapat membina ikatan hubungan yang sah di sisi agama dan di mata masyarakat. aku terlalu mencintai dan menyayangi dia, ya allah. tolonglah jangan kau jauhkan dia dari aku dan dekatkanlah hatinya kepada aku setiap waktu. aku berserah padamu, ya allah. aku merayu padamu supaya kau makbulkan doa aku ini. amin yarabbalalamin.

An Nur Asraf

saya rindu awak malam ini
saya rasa saya cintakan awak
saya terlalu sayangkan awak
awak jua begitu?

Cinta Hati

an nur asraf bin che saad.
i love you so damn fucking much.
you are mine. no one can take you away from me.
sorry for everything.
i'm trying to be the best for you.
insyaallah. pray for us, okay.

Mama, I Love You

noraini binti abdul raman. ilysm. :')

gambar ini tiada kena mengena dengan tajuk post. haha. :D

i love u, mama. selama 2 hari berturut-turut aku hang out dengan mama. extraordinary best until i can't compare how i spent my time with my another half or my friends. wahh. hebat bukan. semalam aku teman mama ambil ubat darah tinggi dekat hospital. then, singgah makan dekat stadium. on the way home, we can't stop ourselves from laughing again and again. i don't know why we kept laughing because the thing that we talked about was not much funny at all. i felt entertained and happy with her. :))

and today. my mum and i lepak di Uncle John Kopitiam. haha. you are so cool, mum! we ate too much for today sampai buncit perut. kami makan fish and chip, garlic bread with mushroom soup and nuggets for snacks. plus, orange juice and apple juice. guess what? the price was only RM 30.90. tak mahal sangat kan. nanti nak makan lagi lah kat situ. sedap pun sedap. haha. promote la pulak kan.

well, thanks mama. nanti kita hang out sama2 lagi ya. mmuah2. lots of love. :)